What the devil is going on here?!

Thanks to YouTube:

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If I take one thing away from the experience of being on YouTube it’s that I have been so utterly insulted, broken, disillusioned, bruised and hated on but haven’t let it destroy me but rather…well, this:

It has strengthened me in so many ways. I have been forced to examine myself and my abilities and I now know exactly what I’m capable of. When I get hate now it just rolls of me like water off a duck’s back because I’m already my own  biggest critic and I know if what they are saying is correct or not.

What’s more, I’m convinced it has really prepared me for the cut-throat, relatively rejection-filled and easily cruel world of the performing arts. I have been primed to never give up my passions.

LOOK. OUT. WORLD!

Whenever I look at US work VISAs I feel completely hopeless…

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I have no idea what I should be doing to get one or which one I could/should get and basically I just feel like I need a miracle. Really, I need Glee to come to Australia and audition for people here because at the rate I’m going with YouTube it will take years to get enough subscribers. And they probably should come to Australia - just saying - but why would they ever bother going to that effort?

Ugh. I don’t even know what to do. I mean, outside of getting on Glee, I want to be on Broadway; I want to be a professional performer; a professional artist; and the only way that anyone succeeds - I mean REALLY succeed - in the arts is in freakin’ America. It’s probably what I dislike most about that country: the fact that it takes the worlds opportunities.

I’m like a Rachel Berry stuck in another country. All the dreams and none of the opportunity.

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